did i waste it
not so much i couldn't taste it
life should be fragrant
rooftop to the basement
— U2, kite

December 22, 2001
Rats! Like in the sledding footage from last year, I was hoping to catch a glimpse of the latest member of Hanson's family, their dog, on their recent hanson.net Christmas video greeting. But in the spirit of the season, the band's sweet a cappella rendition of a three-word version of "Oh Tannenbaum" is truly a heartfelt gift. ::chuckle:: Thanks guys!!

On another note, I saw "Fellowship of the Rings" and would recommend people with heart conditions or simply those who enjoy peaceful holiday activities to . . . stay home. The book version has been historically credited as a favorite of Zac Hanson's. However, as usual my friends were unaware of this Hanson connection when we headed to the theater. ::grin:: Ironically, the boys in our company did not like it as well as the girls. One person had to stretch afterwards saying, "I feel like I just spent an entire afternoon fighting orcs (nasty bloodthirsty creatures who live in darkness)."

I'm not a fanatic or purist follower of the Lord of the Rings series, so I found the casting to be excellent and the graphics breathtaking. The fight scenes were overwhelming however. Although I believe it's the first time in a movie that I've ever seen two senior citizens paired in a dual reminiscent of combat scenes from "The Matrix" or "Crouching Tiger, Hidden Dragon." (c; But if you have any inclination at all to see the movie, see if for the New Zealand scenery alone . . . it is truly exceptional. Incredibly, much of the reconstruction of places in the book were lifted from my own imagination and nightmares prompted by the reading of Tolkien's masterpieces. Plus, there are few more compelling stories than one about a fellowship of ragtag individuals destined to fail a mission to save the world with only their loyalty, integrity and determination to guide them.

Peace and joy in the coming days as we remember our recent losses and blessings and usher in 2002!

December 16, 2001
"And I keep wondering" if "sugar is the price you pay." I figured out iTunes just in the nick of time to check out "Strong Enough to Break." Yay--Thanks Hanson Hotel!! Returning to the lyrics, now I'm someone who found out two years after Middle of Nowhere came out that the word "faceless" was in "Weird." And in that time the lyrics were even printed out and available to me. How come Hanson's themes--in this case, it sounds like tormented self-reflection--always seem to resonate with me?

Have I not been myself today and so very Carly Simon as to think that this song is about me? ::grin:: What doesn't help is that in the radio show the band goes on to sing both of my favorite songs from TTA ("Sure about It' and "Wish That I Was There") AND Zac plays the trumpet when I've mentioned on several occasions my penchant for brass and a cappella and suggested that the guys consider more of each in upcoming recordings--guest artists like the infamous "saxboy," although would probably work out best--no offense intended, of course. However, acoustic guitar, is this what I'm hearing?!! ::shaking head in wonder:: Cool.

I completely blanked and missed Hanson on the History Channel! I know, I know I've been a huge promoter of their website for years . . . how annoying of me. Maybe someone can fill me in. (c;

December 15, 2001
Hey, I've got another sure-fire gift idea for you or someone you know. You won't even have to leave the comfort of your office chair, etc. Here you go: Chillicothe is now available on DVD and VHS.

December 13, 2001
A friend told me awhile ago that when she loaded all of her Hanson records onto her computer and alphabetized them, it produced some cool transitions and enough music for an all-Hanson all-the-time radio station. From "Weird" to "What Christmas Means to Me" is pretty wacky . . . especially if you've got the import version of "Weird" where you hear Zac's haunting "ooooo" at the beginning; then it contrasts with the finger-thumping bass chords that intro his fun Christmas cover. As a recent Macintosh convert, I was messing around with iTunes to load just my favorite tracks from "The Messiah" by Handel onto my hard drive, when I thought . . . what if? And 100 tracks later . . . there's almost 7 hours of pure Hanson here. It's like a tear-stained trip down memory lane. A bonus: you get to hear the aging process of each side-by-side version of songs like "MMMBop" and "With You in Your Dreams!" Thanks Ann!

And your Holiday Break looking kind of slow? Take heart.

December 1, 2001
As a service for all those scrambling for gift ideas as the calendar flips to December, I've composed a Hanson holiday gift guide in three parts. Attempting to avoid the glaringly obvious MOE merchandising and the copy-cat Doc Martens and vintage rock t-shirts for more original suggestions? With the promise of no lava lamps in sight, look out for: White Elephants and the 12 Days of Christmas (includes review of latest issue of HTP). Happy Hunting!

November 26, 2001
A fellow Jackie @ awwmuffin.com has been so kind as to have promoted "a hidden life." You rock, my friend!

I've been listening to radio stations that are playing all Christmas music recently and it's been fun to catch the originals of Hanson's covers like "Merry Christmas, Baby" (Otis Redding), "That's What Christmas Means to Me" (Stevie Wonder) and "Little St. Nick" (The Beach Boys). To date, I have yet to hear anything off Snowed In--which is slightly perplexing since Wham's "Last Christmas" seems to be in no short supply. ::grin::

November 17, 2001
Happy Birthday Isaac! On this day in history . . .

November 10, 2001
Michelle Branch credited "the Hanson guys" on Rosie last Thursday, as she described her winding road to TRL fame and glory.

November 7, 2001
Just as Hanson's album is under construction (weak attempt at building interest in my recent project), I tried my hand at photography of a renovation site: Click.

November 4, 2001
It appears that I share a name with Hanson's current dog . . . hmmm . . . what were the odds of that happening?

We have had so many pets over the years. Right now we have a crazy little bundle of energy dog named Jackie. She is a lot of fun.
Ask Hanson/Hanson Asks

I didn't even know that "Jackie" was a popular dog's name . . . although it seems to be a growing phenomenon. Once when I taught English in Japan for a summer, one of my students told me that after she met me, she suddenly became really embarrassed whenever she had to scold her dog. When I asked why, she told me that her dog's name was "Jackie." What can I say?My dogs names were Buffy, Prince, and Princess. (c;

November 3, 2001
CDNow has picked up a "news bite" involving Hanson. This story broke for me at Self-Absorbed updates weeks ago, so Amanda managed to scoop CDNow . . . now that's journalism at its most daring! ::grin::

Random thoughts:

• Has anyone ever tried to count the number of times and the number of different intonations in which the word "Yeah" is uttered on The West Wing? I enjoy this show, but am obviously way too preoccupied with minor elements of the script. (c;
• A friend who just recently attended a U2 concert, let me know that Bono said he wrote the song "Kite" for his kids. Cool. Thanks Jenn!

November 1, 2001
I've spent the past few minutes wondering if I don't read enough . . . I've become a CNN and National Public Radio junkie. I rarely find a connection to the band in stories involving Anthrax, ground troops and new interest in Saudi Arabia. What has become of me? Were the guys eerily prophetic about "an instant . . . a frame of time" when it can all change? There . . . there it is. Frightening, isn't it? (both my potent desire to find a link and the apparent wisdom of "MMMBop")

In the meantime, I was candy corn for Halloween. I looked nothing like corn, by the way . . . just like the real candy. ::grin::

October 22, 2001
So throw down your weapons
But continue to fight
And let's love one another
On this holy night.

Zac's birthday has always marked the beginning of "Snowed In" time. This year it seems like I'm reaching alittle farther for that person who first heard the scratchy record and Taylor's soulful holiday greetings. Do you remember your grin when you saw Isaac's gleeful, but measured, "da da da de da"s on the President's special? That seems like a lifetime ago, no? All the best to our favorite 16-year-old!!

October 14, 2001
In this time of grave national crisis . . . I feel almost trivial bringing up my less than somber reactions to Hanson-related topics. However, even President Bush reminds us to go on with our normal lives as best we can. So I walk on . . .

I can't tell you how tickled I was that the Baha Men covered "Thinking of You"--excuse me, "Thinkin' of You"--on their latest album, 2 Zero 0-0. If the album art did not electronically amputate both a woman's head and legs from her bikini-ed body, I might consider purchasing it in tribute to the full circle that began with "Back to the Island" on Boomerang. Not many people think, "Hanson connection" whenever they hear "Who Let the Dogs Out."

In other less-than-noteworthy news, the "Star-Spangled Banner" continues to make me weep. Did we really need Hanson's divine harmonies to empty another box of Kleenex? (c; Thanks guys! And, Taylor's tribute to U2's "In a Little While" is just gorgeous at hanson.net.

That is my favorite song on U2's album, and one of my favorite songs period. It’s a spiritual song to me. Try listening to it as you look at the stars one night. Yeah I know it sounds cosmic.

Another avenue of supernatural comfort in this time of earthly uncertainty. My favorite All That You Can't Leave Behind track is "Kite" which is not so reassuring, but it speaks to my penchant for the unknown.

Finally, my issue of MOE 11, with its GPS technology, has finally found me at my new address. I look forward to your reactions to these off-kilter reactions. Also, last month, on the eve of the attacks (the night before they happend), I penned some brief thoughts on my state of my fanhood: Scraps. They're not very enlightening, in fact downright meaningless, in view of recent world events . . . but since I'm on a roll . . .

October 2, 2001
My sister's friend had twins today! When I found out the babies' names, my sister was puzzled by my comment, "Those are very Hanson names." She wondered how names could be "handsome." Then I realize not everybody speaks the language. Happy Birthday to Isaac and Madeline!

October 1, 2001
Glad to see another month roll around. We all need a clean slate. My little niece who will be two-years-old this month requested, "Jackie's music" while riding in the car this week. She's a special fan of "Thinking of You." While clapping her hands, she says, "Erica dance! Jackie dance!"

September 18, 2001
Did you see "The Last Word" in this week's edition of Newsweek? "Imagining the Hanson Family: The end of the world as we know it provides a look at the force of evil and the power of good." Anna Quindlen is a regular columnist for this publication and her article struck me for more than the obvious reason. She shares her reaction to hearing of the death of Peter, Susan and 2-year-old Christine Hanson--all aboard the United flight from Boston to Los Angeles, the second plane to hit the World Trade Center last week. Her words give wing to all of us as we've taken time, every now and then, to imagine the Hanson Family:

"Hope lies in the bright line that divides us from the men who did this thing: we can imagine the Hansons . . . They left behind, not so much a monumental mass of rubble, but tricycles, sweater drawers, love letters, flower beds, books, video cameras, unpaid bills, untidy kitchens, mothers, fathers, uncles, brothers, sons, daughters, friends, from Maine to California. And people have folded their hearts around all that messy detritus, so like their own, so that all the deaths have become a death in their family . . . Amazing, isn't it, that without any plotting or planning at all the notion that we are essentially alike leads human beings to rise up and, even stumbling about in the dark of horror, do what is necessary. Blood donations, bags of sandwiches, second-hand clothes, e-mail messages, casseroles, prayers, embraces. Evil requires careful machinations. Good does not . . . "

September 13, 2001
"Do you copy? Do you copy?
Of course we copy . . . 24 hours a day . . . in color.
You wouldn't believe me if I told you the rest . . . "

"And if I'm gone when you wake up please don't sigh
And if I'm gone when you wake up it's not good-bye . . .
I want you to go on livin' your life
I'm not sleepin' an endless sleep.
Cause in your heart you all have good times."

"Fly the wings of an eagle
Glide along with the wind
No matter how high
I'll be thinking of you the whole time."

" . . . o'er the land of the free, and the home of the brave."

No words can truly depict the horror, the sorrow, the bravery . . . the love of Americans for all our citizens. My thoughts and prayers are with all of our friends and family, which include those from all over the world who are extending their love to us as we rebuild our hope.

September 2, 2001
The ever vigilant Megan has located a double connection that begins with "The Princess Diaries." One of the actors, Robert Schwartzman, has a brother, Jason Schwartzman, who is the drummer for Phantom Planet. hmmmm . . . Just how did Hanson come up with the idea to host Phantom Planet as chatters on hanson.net? Thanks Megan!

September 1, 2001
Did you catch the August 27th TiME magazine article on home schooling? I found out that Thomas Edison was educated at home after teachers thought he had "special needs." The article does a great job of presenting a balanced account of the phenomenon. For this reason, I'm sure that the Hansons weren't included for their sensational tipping of the scales and let's face it, what do I know? I have yet to see Isaac or Taylor's SAT score published in MOE. (c;

August 15, 2001
At the risk of sounding like I'm bandwagon material, I wanted to post some thoughts about Michelle Branch's new album, the spirit room. I'll speak only this in my defense, I have had her "Broken Bracelet" for over a year now and have enjoyed it immensely. However, Hanson's recent hosting of a Michelle Branch chat and a songwriting collaboration with her were like when the guys decided to produce a video for "Weird." It was a favorite song I NEVER thought would wind up on TRL--a quiet surprise. Another random thought about the album title of her label debut--when Hanson asked for title suggestions for their album (@ hanson.net) over a year ago, my suggestion was something along the lines of "spiritsomething." hmmm . . . I know, too heavy-handed even for Hanson.

First of all, the inevitable comparisons between Michelle's independent album, "Broken Bracelet" (which has a sweet story behind the title included in the liner notes) and her Maverick album: Think faded blue jeans vs. black leather. Think Sedona, AZ vs. L.A, CA. Think smile vs. defiant glare (album covers). I really like the first single, "Everywhere" for its, yes, blend of quasi-spiritual yet poppy lyrics and beat. Plus, I had no semi-folksy point of reference like I do with four of the songs on the new album that are updated versions of BB tracks. I think Michelle shines on those tracks that are brand-new to me. I'm beginning to have a sense of what "over-produced" means though because there are times when her voice sounds extra-urgent, too urgent, and sometimes the technical notes sound intrusive. But you can't deny her vocal and songwriting talent.

At the same time, my biggest beef involves "If Only She Knew." I know it's really unfair to compare since I'm sure Michelle is evolving musically just like the rest of us as Taylor has eloquently observed on occasion. ::wink wink:: (For example, "You Get Me" is what happens when you take "Weird" to heart and it turns 21st century fairy tale.) But, if you've heard the original version of "If Only She Knew," it has an innocent "alone with my guitar" vibe . . . you feel like you're a passenger in Michelle's car meandering down a lonely road. Fast forward to "the spirit room." I envisioned those popular MTV camera stunts where someone is in the blurry distance, when suddenly you hear screeching brakes and in less than a second their face completely fills the screen. Yo! What is that?! It's "If Only She Knew" on caffeine . . . and the worst part is that the theme of the song has changed slightly. I probably feel like a mom who suddenly doesn't know who her teenage daughter is any more . . . maybe I just loved the younger version too much. Now that just sounds like whining, I know. (c; . . . but, but I really don't mind the recent treatment of "Sweet Misery" . . . Does that mean that I maintain a shred of credibility?

Anyway, that having been said . . . I highly recommend both "Broken Bracelet" and "The Spirit Room." BB will always have a sentimental, nostalgic place in my heart though. (c;

Well, that's it for awhile, my friends. School starts soon and I'll be moving. But there will be plenty to talk about when things quiet down and my computer is hooked up again. Keep in touch and take care.

August 14, 2001
Are you tired of "Wake Up?" Do you feel like you're caught in Ground Hog Day, the movie, where the same Sonny and Cher song keeps waking you up on the clock radio? Well, we all know that we're famished for new Hanson music which means that we'll sit through review after review of their latest crumb, even if the song is buried in a questionable movie soundtrack. This means that although this tune might be wearing on you tad, you will not want to miss Ann's latest insights since she has identified an undeniable connection with a Beatles' song: Wake Up, Your Bird Can Sing.

And don't miss the definitive take on the whole soundtrack (or at least as much as Laura could stomach) in: Sticks Out Like a Sore Thumb.

August 5, 2001
I saw "Traffic" this weekend and, although disturbing, I would highly recommend this seering movie drama. The use of colors is rivoting, not to mention the complicating of the drug wars raises many issues we can all consider addressing personally.

A huge thanks to Megan for contributing to 24/7 with some connections that are rooted in her recent attendance at a Cheap Trick concert.

August 3, 2001
Miss Truth at CDNow allstar News has never gotten over her fascination of "Heathers" (the 80s movie). In a gossip column covering MTVs "Live and Almost Legal" you can read the following:

*The middle Hanson, Taylor, is now sporting a Nick Rhodes of Duran Duran, circa 1980something, look. And boy does it look good! I'll bet anyone a hundred bucks that once he's legal, he'll end up on Winona Ryder's arm.

August 2, 2001
More on "Wake Up": Someone questioned me about a recent analysis of the lyrics regarding a potential deeper meaning for this song . . . possibly a call to fans to consider what role Hanson plays in their lives. "Don't you ever wonder who you're looking for?" She wondered if she was crazy in applying this to her life as she considered maintaining significant relationships with family and friends. It made me think of songwriters like Seal and Pearl Jam who purposely de-emphasize the "real lyrics" to their songs, allowing listeners to be indirectly involved in the composition process. How many times have you "misunderstood" lyrics and then realized that your own interpretation meant more to you than the published ones? Well, Hanson are certainly no strangers to the "deeper than you might think" category (Subject A: MMMBop).

Plus, the most recent "Making of" video snippet on hanson.net entertained me greatly. In a conversation with Laura, I expressed, with amusement, my skepticism about Zac's whole-hearted endorsement of The Princess Diaries project. I mean, I know I'm basing this on a public reading of this drummer's personality, but I just could not picture him entering dialogue surrounding an involvement with the movie--with a straight face. More like a secret smirk. Then, lo, this hanson.net video surfaces--in fact, is published by the band themselves--which seems to confirm Zac's skepticism about the melody and a general reticence about its recording. With Taylor's prompting, Zac takes to the mic . . . and we have "Wake Up"! Whew. ::grin::

The guys on MTV's "Live and Almost Legal" birthday bash harkened back to the tour when we all witnessed (via tour footage) Taylor dangling precariously by his slender fingers from a balcony at the same Hammerstein Ballroom. Oh my! I'm not sure what made me more nervous, that image or the thought of Hanson wading through packs of party revelers in places dubbed, "The Tequilla Room," etc. Either way, "Waterfalls" holds sentimental connections for me and defines a pivotal summer in my life, so it was neat to see that the guys introduced TLC. (c;

August 1, 2001
I've been on this tremendous cooking spree lately. Maybe it has its roots in that time, during that one summer vacation, when I was little when my mom directed me to this weekly cooking series in the newspaper for budding chefs. I spent part of my break kneading and baking bread, whipping up lemon pies, and generally staying out of trouble for awhile. Well, if you're as big a fan of Dr. Food as I am, check out these modest recipe enhancers that I've come across in my recent summer experimentations (My co-workers received photocopies of these recipes and appreciated the notes addressed to the under-21 crowd next to the wine ::grin::):

• Traditional Cuban Black Bean Soup, MOE 8
  I'm sure this is a wonderful vegetarian/vegan recipe, but I love this one made with chicken stock and pork. This recipe suggests an onion, finely diced, for topping. My alternate twist for extra zip: cilantro! It drastically adds new character to this dish. Fresh cilantro is always a perfect option.
• Potatoes with Thyme and Wine, MOE 9
  A lovely, lovely dish. But my secret ingredient for just about any recipe involving potatoes? Lawry's seasoned salt. And a refreshing topper? Globs of sour cream. I mean it, I can't say enough about the merits of this tart dairy product. Yum.
• Hungarian Mushroom Soup, MOE 10
  A vegetarian friend enlightened me that The Moosewood Cookbook by Mollie Katzen (the source for this paprika recipe) is a respected resource in the non-meat-eater community. I have no real suggestions here, except that this is a fine, fine meal accompanied by a slice of newly baked French peasant loaf.

And I guess, according to Taylor @ hanson.net, we need to add "Fly" to the list of possible songs for the next album.

July 28, 2001
Last night a friend stopped by to chat and she expressed interest in watching a part of "Live at the Fillmore" because the one Hanson concert she attended (although she is not a fan), the guys did not sing her favorite song off the album (that she received for her birthday (c;), "Wish That I Was There." After cueing the video up for her, we continued to talk as "Love Song" came on, immediately following. I love this song in concert for its live, bone-chilling harmonies. Well, in a matter of minutes, we stopped talking and turned our attention back to the screen when we noticed a glance that caught us off guard. A few months ago, on my first and only viewing of this video, I had smiled when Zac leaves his stool and shaker-playing, mid-song, during this acoustic set and returns to his drums. What I didn't realize was that either this was unplanned or that Isaac had forgotten that Zac was planning to move, unexpectedly. Of course, part of my amusement is fueled by the fact that I have a theory that "Love Song" is somehow not Zac's top pick for the set list.The surprised expression on the oldest brother's face is priceless. If you haven't caught it, it's worth a fast forward. ;-D

July 27, 2001
Mixed emotions. I was on a personal crusade to make my life more complicated by debating the merits of spending an album-sized amount on a single song. I reasoned, this is not without precedent. "I Don't Know" shipped all the way from Australia was worth it . . . still listed on my most favorite song list. And "Smile?" That's right! Of course . . . But "Wake Up" presented a new dilemma for me as I wrestled snobbery (No offense intended, but The Princess Diaries soundtrack listing threatens to re-enforce stereotypes of the band that only the most ardent supporters can deflect without breaking a sweat). I have recently emerged bruised, but not beaten.

Hence, my take on "Wake Up?" Another crusade that has probably bored most of you involves my perception that Hanson's songwriting indirectly addresses their relationship with celebrity . . . a way of processing the circus that results from their brushes with madness that is a product of their fame. I mean, they told us they wrote this song during the This Time Around tour! Of course, this perception is a dangerous result of having once been an English major in college, so it's completely unfounded. Proceed with caution. But first, the melody is so completely like that feeling that follows the announcement, "there's more dessert if anybody wants some." What? How is it possible that the band keeps finding the most unexpectedly delicious tastes and putting them to music? It's made with the freshest and richest whipping creams. Yummy! Then the lyrics. "You make believe the face, just to try to fill the space." I'm shaking my head in confirmation. Don't you see? It's so obvious! Okay, but then if you read it this way as a message to fans and not as the plea to an unrequited love to "wake up and see that I'm the one who really cares" . . . well, it just doesn't make sense. So, I think too much. But you already knew that. So just go, enjoy the song on repeat as I am telling myself to do right now. ::smile::

July 22, 2001
Am I slipping? I'm out with friends on a hanson.net chat night, I hear "Smile" while dining at a favorite tex-mex restaurant, and I have not heard of more than half of the musicians the guys have mentioned as recent inspirations--the clincher is that none of these things really register? ::pensive pause:: In a more honest moment, I may admit that a grin surfaced when the 24/7 Jenny Labow connection that was published on this page following MOE 5 has been confirmed by the recent Oklahoma Today photo shoot which included Hanson and Ms. Labow along with other Oklahoma musicians, and by Hanson themselves when they mentioned her as a friend in the latest chat (I caught a transcript so I haven't completely fallen off the map, I guess. (c;) Besides, in the past week three thirtysomething friends fell victim to my Hanson evangelism and were visibly astonished by the band's growth demonstrated on This Time Around since the "MMMBop" days (which I also had to play since two of them were unfamiliar with that tune as well--"Is the whole first album in those high voices?" The beginning of my reply, "If you really listen to the lyrics, you will see that this song is about relationships and how in an instant . . . "). I do what I can . . .

P.S. I'm reading The Princess Diaries by Meg Cabot at the request of an 8th grade friend. I would so have asked Hanson if they have read this novel, that is of course, if I had been at the hanson.net chat last Wednesday. I'll be more than happy to share my opinion on this book with anyone interested.

July 15, 2001
I have no intention of stepping into the swirling waters of faith-based initiatives, but I found this interesting "Tulsa + music" connection in the latest Newsweek cover article about a new movement this publication has found sweeping the nation: Freedom Live. Always at the risk of sounding overly dramatic or raising Hanson's pedestal to heights which nauseate even myself, I must say that by virtue of who they are, the band manages to answer the tough questions about the mix of their deeply held religious beliefs and celebrity status in a way that makes others' voices cackle like sound and fury. At the same time, each faith has its own cast of characters who play distinct roles in the story. Play on!

July 11, 2001
Where do I begin? Due to a computer tragedy, I'm unable to update the page from home for now, but thank goodness for computers at school. Please forgive future delays in postings.

Enough about my personal tragedy, I have seen Jonny Lang in concert once again. Last Friday, he came to the State Theatre in Kalamazoo and rocked the house. I will not be posting a formal review but I will say the vibes were totally different this time. Sometimes you wonder why reviewers hold the over-21 crowd at musical events in such high regard, especially when they review Hanson concerts because really, there are times when it seems those people are just as intent on acting their age as so-called "teenies." ::cough cough:: To further prove my point, the growing number of tank-top fans (compared to the last show I attended) were the only ones on their feet during the show. Man, I'm cranky. About the show: my favorite moment of the evening, was the guitar/sax "duel" between Jonny and, well, the saxophonist during "I Am." You really have to experience this energy in person to fully appreciate its force! Powerful! I was struck by the tragedy of Jonny losing one of his former bandmates last fall, but there was certainly entertainment coming from the direction of a new pink-mohawked bass player. Also, an experience only to be fully appreciated live. What a ham that guy is! (c; So, in short, a night to remember . . . but nothing new to report there.

And I would be terribly remiss not to spend some time shamelessly promoting HTP, which really took me by surprise. It is almost stunning in its ability to go beyond my expectations of a fan-driven magazine. If you've come along for the ride for some time, you know that I'm quite hesitant about jumping on campaign trails or promoting causes or projects. Not that I'm an audience member in the game of life, because I do get involved but am not always on the PR staff. Well, if you've felt any hesitation or wanted to just "wait and see" about this fan project, I can identify. However, the layout is professional quality (although it's a true spawn of MOE in that one section contains hard-to-read black on blue text ::grin::), and the work is seminal. At the risk of sounding sappy about the fans, this magazine proves that Hanson fans are a force to be reckoned with! They publish slick magazines that could be studied in a doctoral thesis. This is definitely a new publication niche. HTP is successful in its attempt to define the connections that tie us to each other and to the band. You will find writing in its pages that mystifies you because you will wonder if someone has crawled inside your off-beat thoughts. You will discover artwork and graphics that haunt you. But how is that different than online? It's in print on quality paper that lands in your mailbox. It won't replace online because of its slow speed, but the same reason that physical paper and ink continues to intrigue us when some of it holds our name and address is one justification for HTP.

Adding "a cherry to my sundae" to quote a famous band member, I also received PulpHanson, in my mailbox which is another "across land and sea to get to you" publication. The sheer sentimentality of holding a publication composed in such, well, true affection for you as an individual and the band collectively is quite irreplaceable. The authors' quirky personalities make this a must-read for every fan. Like the plants found in the desert of this studio wait, these fan publications exist because of the stark beauty of a limited water supply and extreme temperature changes. This doesn't discredit their beauty, but defines it and proves that it is hard-earned. Again make no mistake, only the heartiest of souls believe in these brilliant desert flowers and make the trek to appreciate them. Kudos to Amanda and Laura and all the PH contributors.

July 1, 2001
Have you ever considered the medicinal qualities of listening to Hanson? Just recently as I was getting over a summer cold, I realized that it had a very similar and perplexing beginning to my spring cold. On both occasions, the fever started coming on while I was in vehicles where either Hanson music was banned (a family trip) or had been replaced (recently National Public Radio has been my companion in the car). Had I just fallen on another health risk, Hanson-deficiency, or was this all just the product of an overactive imagination? While you all are deciding, I've put myself back on a diet of at least a song or two a day . . . just in case . . . what do you have to lose? Plus, when I discovered the link and began to spin my Hanson collection again, I returned to full summer health, rollerblading and enjoying nutty coconut ice-cream (@ Baskin Robbins) as usual. (c; So, remember to eat your vegetables, exercise and listen to Hanson! (Hanson: a cure for the common cold? Nah . . . couldn't be, that would be crazy!)

June 18, 2001
The 24/7 section on this site is meant to connect Hanson to the more obscure associations people may not even realize the band have. The Beck reference, alluded to yesterday, was submitted by Rachael back when Hanson was recording TTA. This section is so much fun for me because it's like rooting around in an old attic with good friends. Ann always finds the best stuff! How do you do it Ann?! This most recent find involves some people already listed, but she has taken the concept to a new level—a couple of circular (triangular?) connections:

• "Tapestry," Carole King: As usual, I was checking out the liner notes and credits for the album . . . so along with not-too-surprising connections like James Taylor (liner notes, guitar, and vocals) and Danny Kortchmar and Russ Kunkel (these last two: see Jackson Browne and, I think, Linda Ronstadt) whom do I find but David Campbell? Yes, that David Campbell (Beck's father)—too early in his career to be "string arranger" but listed on the two songs that had a string quartet background as the viola player: including the "written by Carole King but more famous as done by James Taylor," You've Got A Friend.

• Matt Franco: And, just for those three -- I know you're out there -- other combination Hanson/New York Mets fans in the entire world besides me (Jackie's editorial: The '86 Mets were the best team ever! Ron Darling was pretty neat! (c;), an extra added bonus (sort of Tinker to Evers to Chance -- baseball fans will get that reference):
  
  Hanson -- album tracks produced by Mark Hudson -- whose niece is Kate Hudson-- whose step-father is Kurt Russell -- whose nephew is Matt Franco,"utility man" for the New York Mets (though presently down in triple-A).

Oh man! Now I truly believe in the powers of the Hanson drought. I just received word that this site was nominated for and won an award. I apologize for not promoting this endeavor and for not even being aware of it at all. But a huge note of thanks to Jess of The Sun Has Fallen! I guess it would be cliche to say that I'm speechless, but it's the truth. Thanks everybody! What in the world?!

June 17, 2001
Hanson crops up in the most unexpected places as we all can attest. What are they doing in the FAQs at beck.com? Find out.

And about the U.S. Open . . . I guess Tiger Woods, by the sheer virtue of playing in the band's hometown, has fallen victim to the unsuspecting Hanson "curse" as recognized by Laura. He finished +3 (above par) in today's tournament, thus ending his four title winning streak . . . albeit the longest and most incredible in golf history—make that sports history, in several people's humble opinion (Isn't it amazing how some fans can take things a tad too far? ::cough cough:: (c;).

June 14, 2001
"I have a horrible history with mosquitoes.  Mosquitoes love me." —Zac, Girl's Life (Thanks HAD)

I'm a sucker for great quotes. I loved this one by Zac because mosquitoes have been the focus of my fear and loathing for most of my life. If I fit into candy machines, I would be featured at the front of mosquito Wal-Marts for 25 cents apiece. My dark feelings even fuel my affinity for spiders . . . it's their craving for mosquito flesh—that, and my affection for Charlotte of Charlotte's Web (Who can resist? (c;). I was watching the Jeff Corwin Experience on Animal Planet recently and he was filming from Ecuador in the middle of a swarm of blood-thirsty mosquitoes, clutching a snake. Jeff, mi campadre, that would be my version of--hell. And I have a question for you, "The next day, how were you camera-ready?" I would have been covered in unsightly swollen bumps! Amazing.

June 11, 2001
Tulsa, Tiger and the U.S. Open golf tournament? Yes, Tulsa is hosting the U.S. Open this year at the Southern Hills Country Club. In yet another celebrity coincidence, Tulsa and Tiger Woods are united—and for a few days my favorite celebrities will occupy the same city. Will Tiger continue his winning streak or will he meet his match in T-town? The last time he played there he was pre-occupied by the recent hospitalization of his father, and his usual focus was somewhat affected. This time, the world will be watching as he takes on fellow golf enthusiasts in a tournament that was truly open in its initial qualifying rounds. One, two, three . . . Fore! Let the games begin! (And you thought my corniness was reserved only for Hanson. (c;)

We can officially add Wake Up and Wastin' Time to the list . . . Thanks to the Riverfest performance last weekend.

Finally, my niece, Erica . . . maybe you remember her near collision with Zac's birthday back in 1999? (Click for larger image in new window)

June 7, 2001
Did you know that Hanson was featured in ASCAP: American Society of Composers, Artists and Publishers, news back in December 2000? If you're searching for a more focused editorial on the effects of The Drought (rather than my feeble attempt to amuse and thrill you with obscure links), your faith in brilliant page updates will be renewed by Laura. Whew, summer is saved!

June 4, 2001
I find the concept of "a Hanson drought" kind of, well, exhausting. The implication is that I demand and expect constant entertainment. This is the reason why we can barely find a simple salad dressing any more . . . it started with fat-free italian then there was vinaigrette italian, raspberry vinaigrette, balsamic vinegar . . . can we get no satisfaction, I ask you? Okay, so maybe I'm too concerned with salad dressings . . . way too concerned.

But does anyone take time to truly savor the beautiful things in life? Am I alone in still feeling that old magic when I hear the acoustic version of Madeline? Do you remember when you first heard that? "You know-it . . . I know-it . . . don't try to pretend." Sung with only the band's' special way of pronouncing their lyrics. I know they're probably going to hate me for saying it, but "So sweet!" Anyway, I think you know what I'm saying . . . if you don't, I hear that Lou Perlman might have started a new guy/girl group.

Anyway, now that this little tirade is off my chest, thanks Heather for the generous recognition (I rarely receive awards, so I guess I have the "drought" to thank for giving people a little too much time on their hands (c;):

June 3, 2001
Underneath
Lost without Each Other
Down
Let You Go
One More Time
Never Love Again
I Almost Care
Your Illusion
Get Up and Go

Who needs a demo ::hack wheeze cough:: when Hanson is listing their potential track list in the official press? (c; And this isn't even counting Never Let Go, Beautiful Eyes and Bridges of Stone (the newly "classic songs")! The RollingStone article mentioned that the band was working with Ed Robertson of the Barenaked Ladies among others, and I must confess that I've had a slight crush on him for awhile (but I know he's married, so it's all very harmless) . . . and we know that the guys have worked with Ben Folds who also has his ardent admirers. So who next? Will Hanson's destiny continue to follow my celebrity crushes and next dive into my past and shoot a movie with Rick Schroder or Ethan Hawke (both also happily married)?

My sister had a copy of the current Entertainment Weekly (June 8, 2001) and I read "Pop Goes the Teen Boom?" by Ethan Alter and Chris Willman. I've been puzzling over the last paragraph which begins:

Whether teens start switching their Hanson CDs to Papa Roach, or switching the channel from 7th Heaven to Temptation Island, the important thing is they're always switching to something else.

And although Carson isn't my usual port in a storm, I also considered his insight, "The minute [teens] know you're trying to figure them out, it starts to p--- them off." My conclusion: there's a major flaw in this publication's reasoning when it can be shot down by the testimony of the host of TRL—who is, in fact, quoted in the same article. Jeepers! (c;

In related news, EW's David Browne includes Runaway Run in a "dream lineup" for Totally Now, The Ultimate Collection! Wow—I didn't realize anyone outside of the 520,000 who attended the Albertane Tour and then purchased This Time Around knew anything besides If Only on the second studio album. (RR: "You like me, you real-ly like me!! This is payback for all you demo owners who picked me as TTA's first single and were cruelly denied.").

And finally, my favorite quote included with the article appeared in the timeline when the release of MON scores a spot on the "teen genre" scene. If the parenthetical comment was intended as a slam, Hanson's true fans will only find it all the more endearing, "May 1997: Hanson's MMMBop becomes the unofficial summer '97 anthem (Countdown to awkward phase begins.)" What do we love? The awkwardness . . . and, of course, the music . . . yeah, of course! Well, and the fact that they appear on the cover of Modern Maturity with their grandmother, Bea! Although Grandma Jane has gotten the posthumous spotlight thus far, Hanson continue to honor the women in their life . . .  I guess, "awkward" is something we can all strive harder to attain.

June 1, 2001
It's been a year since the Fox Theatre radio show and singing "Happy Birthday" to Mr. Hanson along with his sons. To commemorate the event, I've decided finally to make good on my promise to post some pictures of Joshua Tree National Monument from 1996. Rocks? Trees? This is my version of wild celebration? Only the uninitiated would question Joshua Tree's ability to deliver. (c;

The unique joshua tree only grows in a concentrated area of California, and is preserved inside the Joshua Tree National Park . . . Inside the park it feels like you have traveled back in time to pay the Flintstones a little visit, and along the way the Jolly Green Giant piled tons of perfectly formed massive red granite rocks all over a beautiful desert landscape. — "ROCKcreation," MOE 7

May 30, 2001
Can you guess who made the following statement? (Hint: Member of brother band who attended SXSW this year)

I've never thought being genuine and soulful, and interesting was a very trendy thing. If anything, it's a killer, the very thing that will snuff out your career, trying to find a level of integrity that you're comfortable with. I can't say that in our tenure it's really gotten any [better].

. . . Still stumped? Check out this article for a definite answer. Chris Robinson of The Black Crowes
Thanks Mandy for your kind support:

May 23, 2001
I received a note that lit a fire under me to consider my summer project more seriously. Fans of a particular band member will appreciate this concept proposal. Thanks for the inspiration to get moving, Sra! (c;

May 20, 2001
Anyone can see the road that they walk on
Is paved in gold
And it's always summer
They'll never get cold
They'll never get hungry
They'll never get old and grey
You can see their shadows wandering off somewhere
They won't make it home
But they really don't care
They wanted the highway
They're happier there today, today
— Fastball, "The Way"

Fastball, Semisonic, and Carole King? Unexplainably, as soon as we hear that Hanson are writing with fellow musicians, everything just seems to add up. We knew Taylor had an affinity for "The Way" back in 1998 (at the same time he expressed an appreciation for "Bittersweet Symphony" and "Tubthumping" remember? ::grin::), but who didn't think that something about that chorus smacked slightly of Hanson . . . You can't quite explain what exactly, because every true fan knows that its carefree message is the direct opposite of the angst found in "MMMBop." It just made sense. Now Semisonic . . . there was something about "Closing Time" that seemed kind of Isaac's taste, brooding and pensive. And, well, Carole King? There's nothing more to say, except "whoa!" How about the highly amusing possibility of Zac, a hairbrush, and "Tapestry" turned way up? ;-D My next dream collaborator, Ben E. King. Oh, that was Songwriters Hall of Fame, wasn't it? Of course, there's still always Paul Simon. (c; Laura gave words to this sensation that Hanson-related associations are somehow in our blood. Her interpretation of their names is worth another read: a rose by any other name. 

May 19, 2001
What's the most relevant news I can post? (This does not reflect post-graduation boredom.) I heard "Smile" while shopping for a friend's birthday present at the Gap (the present was not found there, if anyone is wondering ::wink wink::)--more accurately, other shoppers heard four people singing this song. One of the four, was not related to the other three. Ahem. (c;

riveronline.net closing as of June 30, 2001

May 8, 2001
I can't think of a better way to celebrate Hanson Day than with like-minded friends in our nation's capital. Thanks Amanda and Laura for the great book suggestions! And if you have the opportunity, the memorial honoring President Franklin D. Roosevelt is amazing—waterfalls, life-changing quotes and symbolic sculpture blend to produce a truly memorable experience.

May 2, 2001
Gus Van Sant, Stephen King and you. What do these 3 individuals have in common? Public references to Hanson due to deep respect and admiration? Possibly. Check out Ann's Stephen King contribution to 24/7 which she discovered in some commuter train reading. And remember Nick—the retired author from New Zealand? He contributed a hansonBook on a King novel way back in January 1999.

More 24/7 connections, thanks to Kat, include a couple of strong ties to the movie, "Josie and the Pussycats." The vocals for Josie is Kay Hanley from Letters to Cleo . . . Do you remember the last time you saw her? She was belting out "I Want You to Want Me" at the end of 10 Things I Hate about You? Apparently, she is no stranger to the music Hanson loves to cover since Kay covers "Money (That's What I Want)" in the movie. Not to mention, Matthew Sweet contributes musically to the soundtrack as well. And that's not all . . . also according to Kat, the following solid gold comment was overheard at the Pittsburgh Jonny Lang concert last June, "I would like to dedicate Breakin Me to my good friend Ike Hanson..I swear he cries every time he hears it...Guys don't ever let a girl run your life..same thing ladies." Some sound advice from Jonny . . . whether or not this is completely verbatim. Thanks Kat!

Note: Now and then, if you hit "next" on the hanson.net studio pictures instead of selecting specific pictures, you just might be surprised by a couple extra snapshots that didn't make it to thumbnails. Anyone else observe this?

May 1, 2001
More from Newsweek's story on Tulsa, a town that converted former gas piplines to optic fibers and became one of the "New Brand of Tech Cities" (4.30.01). Could hanson.net be the secret source of energy? You never know . . . I don't know . . . no one knows?

Thanks to Tulsa's relative lack of dot-com companies and the world's perception that barbecue is its main contribution to civilization, the venture-capital boom passed it by. Which means the city's economy remains relatively robust . . . Nearby 20 miles of hiking and biking trails line the Arkansas River . . . and the barbecue is darn good, too. — Ana Figueroa

April 25, 2001
The latest issue of Newsweek contains a couple Hanson-related news items for the truly devoted fan. In an article entitled, "A New Brand of Tech Cities," Tulsa is named among them. One native said, "We deal with people from the coasts, and their first image of us is that we're just Okies. I like to think we're technology cowboys." And on a more somber note, the death of 10-year-old Candace Newmaker at the hands of her therapists in a technique called "rebirthing" seemed to touch the band deeply. In an update, "the pair now face up to 48 years in prison. Gov. Bill Owens signed a bill to ban rebirthing in Colorado; it's called 'Candace's Law.'"

I received my copy of Hanson At the Fillmore today. Check out my zany trip down ole' memory lane.

April 23, 2001
I heard an interview this weekend with Don Covay, a blues man from way back, and he mentioned something he used to like to ad lib in his songs—let me ask you if this sounds familiar to anyone—"Turn me loose, like a wild-necked goose . . ." We all knew Zac has always been all about the old school music. (c;

April 22, 2001

I think music is all very mystical.
— Paul McCartney, The Beatles Anthology

Back in 1997, Hanson gave a Scholastic interview for a songwriting contest. During that conversation, Taylor had this to say about the process as he experienced it, "Sometimes you will be singing a song and you'll say to someone, Don't you know that song? And when that person says, No, then you realize, Wait, I wrote that song." In The Beatles Anthology Paul recalls a similar songwriting moment, "I woke up one morning with a tune in my head and I thought, Hey, I don't know this tune--or do I? I thought maybe I'd just remembered it from the past . . . Over the next couple of weeks I started to put in the words . .. And then, one day, I had the idea of 'Yesterday' . . . It's amazing that it just came to me in a dream. That's why I don't profess to know anything." The similarities are positively frightening!

And did you know that Paul originally composed "Hey Jude" (Jools) to cheer Julian up when his parents' divorced? . . . Same subject, different theme, but "Bridges of Stone" anyone? Is it eerie or am I just mad? (such an impossible choice (c;)

Finally, this day in history, in 1889 the first land rush began in Oklahoma.

April 18, 2001
The art of a prompt and friendly response to email is not lost! I received the following in my mailbox today:

Yes, we just recently reinstalled the Isaac Hanson guitar within our "On the Charts" exhibit which showcases current artists. This guitar was on display once before (approximately a year ago) and was taken down to rest before putting it back on display. We are currently working on updating the FAQs (2nd to last question).
Sincerely,
Exhibitions Department

My original message sent last night:

I noticed that the last question on your FAQ page mentions that you took down Isaac Hanson's guitar and replaced it with a catsuit exhibit. My friend was at the museum a week ago and saw Isaac's guitar. Could this page be out-dated? Maybe Isaac's guitar was re-instated to the showcase and the FAQs were not updated? Anyway, may I personally applaud your decision to feature the instrument of a true musician. (c;  Thank you.

April 17, 2001
I was going to tell you another story about a friend's involvement with my Hanson, eh, appreciation, when it dawned on me (I do a heck of a lot of suddenly realizing on this site, it seems to me). None of these stories are remotely amusing unless you know that most of my friends are over the age of 25 and not one is a fan of Hanson. Not that I enjoy dragging the whole youth issue into the spotlight, but in this context, these stories might take on a different slant. Enough rambling.

The story: Over spring break, a friend went to visit the Rock and Roll Hall of Fame and Museum in Cleveland, OH. The museum was featuring exhibits on John Lennon and the current inductees (including Aerosmith, etc.). Apparently, it was all pretty spectacular. From the guidebook, I could tell that the architecture is dazzling . . . not to mention that everywhere you turn inside there is legendary music history: the words to Billy Joel songs scrawled on a piece of paper, Chuck Berry's guitar, the fringed vest belonging to Sly (of the Family Stone), and the list goes on and on. Anyway, among all of this glory, my friend stumbled across Isaac Hanson's guitar. She gasps. Her friends mock her, saying, "You just walked by the words to Imagine handwritten on a napkin and Jimi Hendrix's guitar but you're jazzed over Hanson's guitar?!!" She replied, "I'm just happy for Jackie!" Unfortunately, cameras are not welcome inside certain sections of the museum and the guitar is not featured in the guidebook. However, I take her word for it. (Just a note: a few current performers donated less musically-related items like a flesh-toned jumper and props from a recent music video . . . I'm just saying . . . (c;) Either way, Hanson were indeed on the premises of the Hall and the last question on the FAQ page needs to be updated (or else this question prompted the museum to reconsider its choice of exhibits). (c;

April 16, 2001
A recipe for Dr. Food? It's among my favorites, so I hope you enjoy it either way. (c;

Broccoli with Sweet Red Peppers

2 lbs broccoli/cauliflower
1 Tbl. butter
4 green onions (chopped)
1/2 sweet red pepper (chopped)
grated rind and juice of medium-sized lemon
1/2 tsp. salt
1/4 tsp. black pepper

1. Trim leaves and coarse ends from broccoli. Cut stems into 3/4-inch pieces and the florets into 1-inch pieces.
2. Bring about 1 inch of lightly salted water to boil in a 3 qt. sauce pan. Add broccoli and cook covered for about 5 minutes or until crisp/tender.
3. Meanwhile, melt butter in a 6-inch skillet. Add green onions and red pepper. Cook uncovered over moderately low heat about 5 minutes or until soft.
4. Remove the skillet from heat. Add lemon rind, lemon juice, salt and pepper.
5. Drain broccoli in colander, put it into serving dish and toss with green onion/red pepper mixture.

April 4, 2001
Recently, I've heard about several experiences where people have suddenly been exposed as either a Hanson fan or a Hanson web author (I'm not keen on the word "master" in any context.). These revelations produced some soul-searching consequences. As a "venerable" member (read "almost graduate") of my university community, I guess people resort to making fun of me behind my back instead of to my face, because I have not been exposed to open ridicule nor been ostracized for my fanhood . . . for my supreme dorkiness, yes . . . but my appreciation for Hanson, no. ::smirk:: It's treated with the quaintness that follows statements like, "I'll keep you in my prayers"—either a bit of surprise mixed with a barely perceptible nod or camraderie, in the sense of taking something seriously that others may not.

However, even I wasn't prepared for the following. This week, in a discussion about music with some undergrads, a male (and I don't want to over-emphasize this point) authoritatively uttered the following statement,

"Normally when you see Hanson in concert, they're playing with four other guys, because I don't think any of them plays bass (Editorial: Well, usually three others . . .but then again there were those times with Jonny Lang and John Popper) . . . but they do play their own instruments and write their own songs . . . " 

After picking myself off the floor, I had to stop him, mid-sentence, and express shock over his knowledge of this information. Another undergrad in the conversation began to shake his head in disbelief. The speaker explained that he, himself, is a member of a band where his bass player is totally into jazz and has the entire Hanson album collection. He added, "Hanson is the best at what they do. They know how to write a good pop song. I thought 'MMMBop' was a little much, but I like some of their more recent stuff." AND as if that wasn't enough, without any knowledge of the Hanson connection, he went on to reveal an appreciation for Matthew Sweet that included defending Matthew's credibility to the other members of the conversation. What more can I say? I guess I can now, officially, graduate in peace.

April 2, 2001
Once upon a midnight dearie
I woke with something in my head
— Blues Traveler, Run-around

Hanson on the run . . .

April 1, 2001
An obscure Hanson (not THE Hanson) siting at my university. Since the band's name appeared in a URL associated with our school's website, I thought I would share it on this first day of April. I woke up to snow today so this month should be full of surprises. (c;

March 28, 2001
Laura and Rachael have officially left theirmark as Ben Folds is finally added to 24/7, where he so rightfully belongs.

March 26, 2001
Please send your arguments if you disagree with this very random classification that discovered words. It's one of those things that you keep to yourself, until you realize that it takes less effort to just simply share your odd take on the world than remain silent. I've always been intrigued and amused by the names of colors, so this is my Middle of Nowhere Crayola collection (Institutionalize me, please. ::grin::):

Thinking of you: Blue/Denim
MMMBop: Orange/Vivid Tangerine
Weird: Black/Shadow
Speechless: Green/Jungle Green
Where’s the Love: Red/Wild Strawberry
Yearbook: Grey/Smoke
Look at You: Silver/**Disco Ball
Lucy: Yellow/Dandelion
I Will come to You: White/*Cumulonimbus
A Minute Without You: Maroon/Raw Sienna
Madeline: Purple/Eggplant
With You in Your Dreams: Flesh/Peach
Man from Milwaukee: Brown/**Copper

*My invented color
**Contribution from Ann (How did I miss these? Merci!)

March 24, 2001
As winter turns to spring . . . as fans observe Hansons one by one losing some more of their hair (Don't they realize they're responsible for the interest in their hair with that ridiculous lyric? (c;) . . . we each eye one another furtively wondering, "do I still care?" In the unspoken contest to be among the "only one or two [who] last[s]," I offer my humble, and as always, overwrought thoughts: Life Underground.

March 22, 2001
You know how you never think you'd be the new kid on the block or that person who can't stop coughing in the middle of church or you'd never keep changing URLs so that your friends get disoriented and dizzy?  Well, that was me almost 3 years ago and now this is my 4th address change since the birth of  a hidden life.  The fact that you're still with me is a miracle. Thank you for continuing to seek this site when even I might not have had the patience to look for it. And of course, a huge thank you to Laura who made it all possible.

It's such an honor to be sharing space with the likes of LuLu who has eloquently phrased the remedy for world-weariness . . . not so much in a perky charge but in identifying with that feeling of self-doubt. And I thought I was self-reflective? Hardly. Don't miss reinventing faith.

March 18, 2001
Rock 'n Roll Hall of Fame news taken from previously recorded Fresh Air radio interviews on NPR (National Public Radio) last Friday with some musicians who will be inducted this year during the 16th annual induction ceremony. According to the Toxic Twins, a.k.a. Steven Tyler and Joe Perry of Aerosmith, their first "drug" was music and when their other drug habits began to interfere with that focus, they gave up their addictions. Steven would not recommend this route for his children, however, since the chances of surviving drugs is very slim. In another vein of questioning, Joe often wonders what his teen-aged son thinks of coming "to the office" to watch his dad dance around bare-chested when Joe remembers his father's work as more subdued, a corner office situation. His son assured him that it was "normal" to him.

Paul Simon, on the other hand, shared his perspective on rhythm and blues vs. folk music. He related that rhythm and blues has an innocent veneer with its cute rhymes and danceable beat but is really alluding to less then innocent feelings. Whereas, he felt that folk music was just the opposite. It was world-weariness sung by a bunch of people in their 20s and 30s who had not actually experienced very much. Just some Cliff's Notes from Terry Gross's conversations with these musicians. Extract whatever Hanson connection you'd like from this meager update. (c;

Have you checked out the coming attractions @ brightandbeautiful.org? One of the few web authors who could live up to such a domain name has opened shop and already hung out her shingle . . . I'm always embarrassing myself in thinking of new ways to adequately praise her work, but a huge thank you to Laura for inviting this page to join her new endeavor. More news on this transition soon. We're not closing shop here just yet, but the weather is shifting and we'll keep you abreast of the storm front. Rachael's brilliant page has already made the complete move, so her link has already been noted. Again, more to come, stay tuned if you're so inclined. (c;

March 14, 2001
Every year on Taylor and Einstein's birthday (3.14) I also like to remember Pi Day. Hope you all enjoy this festive occasion in history when genius and mathematics merged for one brief rotation of the planet. And I can't think of a better birthday gift than this portion of a letter I received from Rebecca, a beautiful reminder of how Taylor and his family have touched our lives:

I am having an incredibly hard time settling in on
campus.  I have been living here for three weeks and I
am constantly uncomfortable, terribly homesick and
socially inept.  I am sure much of my problem stems
from a huge shyness issue I have but I also miss my
family deeply.  In any case,  TTA, spinning away its
comforting harmonies on my diskman has been a constant
source of hope and strength and particularly valuable
to me at this point.  It is interesting how an album
or song can mean something so different when
recontextualised.  Since the point of purchase, TTA
has strengthened in depth of meaning and character a
phenomenal amount as my own life experiences have
slowly intertwined themselves into the lyrics.

March 12, 2001
I'm collecting my thoughts on the premiere issue of PulpHanson. Highly entertaining, but slightly sinful—not a judgment on the 'zine, but the fact that I am amused by the girlfriend angst. PH is extremely well-crafted. Make no mistake, it was written by a few of the most talented writers on the net, in my humble opinion. There's something naked about it . . . and, it's endearing. But saying that makes the naked comment seem kind of sordid. So I'm torn. We're all fascinated by underground papers—there's something alluring and irresistible about them. At the same time, a publication that privileges collective jealousy and Taylor Hanson over his brothers complicates things. It forces my hand. What is my reaction? My full answer will remain a secret . . . not as provocative as the screen names of Hanson's girlfriends but undisclosed, none-the-less. (c; I welcome your reactions, however. ::grin::

BTW, this weekend my sister was sight-reading on the keyboard from a book entitled, The Nineties. Three of Hanson's songs were included in the list. Unfortunately, she wanted to surprise me with WTL, but I hardly recognized it in such a minor key. I'm not a music major, so maybe it wasn't in a minor key, but I couldn't recognize it, either way. (c; Interesting. I thought it was a gospel tune, until she revealed its identity after expressing shock that I couldn't guess it on my own.

March 8, 2001
Has anybody read Louis Sachar's book Holes?  It won a children's book award. What struck me most about this story is that there is a magical song that is sung in it that features the words, "If only." Have you noticed a theme recently in these updates . . . scrounging for something to say without really saying anything at all? In this vein, I'm also beginning Barbara Kingsolver's Pigs in Heaven that features a character named Taylor. But, of course it goes without saying that is the least of the reasons I've decided to read this highly acclaimed novel! (c;

March 7, 2001
Signing on for another peripheral Hanson-related bulletin . . . I saw Don Henley, formerly of the Eagles, on his "Inside Job" concert tour last night. He did some stuff off his new album, a few songs from his solo material, but the hits that brought down the house, predictably, did not belong to him alone. From New York Minute to Life in the Fast Lane, even stodgy Mid-westerners were on their feet. I've always had respect for Hotel California, but frankly it spooks me at times. But after hearing it live, I must say that this tune continues to rock! There were a pair of trombones and the whole band just sensed its history. Amazing! The final song, Desperado, was a long-time coming . . . the finale to a second encore. Great Show . . . The Hanson connection? Taylor's first pick for VH1 "The List?" The Eagles, Best of . . .

P.S.  Holy Mackerel! I rarely wander over to the newsgroup, but located this message today. I thought MMMBop@aol.com was in a dusty old box under a bed somewhere along with a couple yellow docs, a rat tail and some old braces, but I guess someone wanted to resurrect it, only, slightly altered . . . thanks to Wakko921 I discovered the "N" in the middle of the "mmm" (This may be why I avoid AFH? hmmm ;-D Thanks Wakko!):

Subject: hello hello hello
From: mnnmbop@aol.com (Mnnmbop)
Date: 3/7/01 6:57 PM Eastern Standard Time
Message-id: <20010307185755.06680.00000231@ng-ct1.aol.com>

March 5, 2001
My teddy bear and Zac have the same taste in hats. (Recent studio pictures available at hanson.net) And for all those on the prowl for some genuine nag champa but discovered all flights to India booked . . . search no longer--the guys mentioned that it also grows wild on Albertane. hmmm (c;

March 4, 2001
What can I say? I've been lazy, I've been callow, I've misunderstood. Now it's time to make amends. Here's your ticket to the Mystery Train. Anyone who has fallen asleep to the rhythm of wooden slats falling away underneath their ticketed seat or heard the deep-throated whistle of a passing train must climb aboard! Thanks LuLu for reminding me of these things. (c;

March 2, 2001
So I received official word from CDNow:

Unfortunately, the following item(s) from order number xxxxx (HANSON/AT THE FILLMORE (VHS)  have recently been deleted from our catalog and have been cancelled from your order.

And you know things are pretty slow when the updates include a link to an opportunity to win Malcolm in the Middle merchandise based solely on Hanson's marginal connection to the soundtrack. Incredibly, I also received yet another email (this brings the tally up to 6 or 7 notices) signed "your friends, Isaac, Taylor and Zac Hanson" (How do they find the time?) about the autographed Hanson skateboards. My biggest surprise when I clicked the link? The guys have added such classics as Hanson, 101 Intimate Questions to their official store @ hansonline.com. Anyone looking for book report or dissertation material due in the near future, take note!  ::grin::

February 27, 2001
Startling Hanson homonyms include the following:a recently uncovered Russian spy, Robert Hanssen; the so-called nail expert, Sally Hansen; and leprosy, a.k.a. "Hansen's Disease." If your name is Hanssen or Hansen, no offense intended. (c;

And for a Sister Hazel 24/7 connection, a thank you to Magick. (c;

February 25, 2001
Just an unsolicited movie recommendation, Crouching Tiger, Hidden Dragon—it's incredible! It blows The Matrix out of the water, in my opinion, as far as action sequences are concerned, but the difference is that in one spectacular scene, the characters are so complex you're not really sure who to root for. What's the Hanson connection? The guys have attempted to include martial arts in one of their videos? (c; Nah, just go see it!!

February 17, 2001
Days ago, I had just posted something about the Hanson Hotline message and the Valentine's greeting @ hanson.net when instantly, both are revised. Weird. (BTW, Zac's depiction of the waning powers of our friend Cupid was curious and also an ironic representation of true puppy love. Once again, more evidence of Zac's genius. ::grin::) This type of strange phenomenon and others have caused me to spend some time on a bizarre little topic that has been on my mind lately. I've collected my wacky thoughts in a post I've entitled: Supernatural.

February 16, 2001
Yet another sign that this updates page may give the wrong impression that I have waaay too much time on my hands. The actual Valentine's hotline message was the audio version of the hanson.net heart image—cheesy, yet entertaining—it was complete with the Hansonized version of the fake English accents. ;-D Endearing!

Another one for the cool concert story files (not Hanson-related): My friend went to a Billy Joel concert a few years ago. Before the show, her boyfriend--huge fan--wrote a letter requesting that the Piano Man release the sheet music for Cold Spring Harbor, the only album that had not had its music published yet. He attached the letter to a stuffed rabbit. During the concert, he lobbed the toy and letter on stage. Strangely, Billy selected it from among the items thrown in his direction and set it on the piano for the rest of the performance. My friend and her date were so amazed! A year later, the sheet music for CSH was released. Connection? You be the judge. ::grin::

February 14, 2001
Happy Valentine's Day! Did you manage to dodge Cupid's seeping darts? (c; My thoughts on why the Hanson Hotline enigmatically plays a very badly transmitted version of "Smile" if you've called it recently:

• A promotion for the Malcolm in the Middle soundtrack?

• A cheesy hotline smiley face?

• To invoke the MOE bonus CD which played a snippet of this song back when the band was in the studio for TTA?

• A "just try to find a demo tape for this album--as if" challenge?

• Taylor's very late New Year's greeting was just getting a tad stale?

• It's the 2nd or 3rd anniversary of Isaac being braces-free--a reason to, eh, smile?

• Zac simply enjoys torturing people with enigmatic messages?

Your guess is as good as mine. ::shrug:: One of the world's corniest, but among the most amusing Valentine's hearts was posted at hanson.net. ::grin::

February 10, 2001
You know it's down time in the provinces of Hanson when you get 5 emails from 5 different sources announcing the chance to win an autographed Hanson Skateboard. Well, some fans are using this time more constructively, and I'm getting swept up into the momentum. I relish the idea of people taking the expression, "Quit whining and do something!" literally. Yay! Why not support the following individuals in maintaining our brick and mortar connection to other fans as the hard-copy of MOE evaporates into cyberspace? These are fan-driven initiatives that will arrive in your honest-to-goodness mailboxes a few times a year. Here's where you can respond with the time-honored tradition of checking them out (c;:

February 5, 2001
Another one for the fan files involving the 20- to 30-something crowd: I was skiing this weekend with some friends when one individual, somewhat shocked to have met an authentic fan of Hanson's music, couldn't resist insisting, "Come on, Jackie, you have to admit that the be-bop song is fluffy." Of course, I filled him in on the lyrics of "MMMBop," quoting the words of the first verse just as we swooshed off the ski lift at the top of the mountain. After listening skeptically, he conceded that there was some substance there. As we began to plan our descent, he challenged me to a Hanson/Rage Against the Machine face-off with two stereos, but I declined saying that I wasn't sure he wanted to submit Rage to that kind of competition. He was genuinely amused to have met such a dedicated fan. In fact, he's headed to the store sometime soon to check out This Time Around--with a money back guarantee from me . . . while I've agreed to check out one of his album choices, backed by a similar offer. At the end of this run, everyone reunited and shushed back into line at the bottom of the hill as Green Day, "Time of Your Life," blared from the control booth speakers. (c;

February 1, 2001
In my endless pursuit of appreciation for Hand in Hand, I've found that there might be a comparison that has potential. Have you considered the similarities between Hand in Hand and Cried--thematically, not necessarily musically? Love is dying, people are crying and saying both "no no no" and endless good-byes to vacuous girls who have dumped a Hanson. Clearly HIH is more mature, more introspective. However, HIH is often compared to Love Song for the Isaac-in-a-minor-key aspect or to Weird because of "a place in the sun." Of course, the Jonny Lang factor in the 2000 version makes this reading of these two songs nearly impossible. But I also think the contrast reveals that these tracks tackle similar subject matter, but also represent what was 1997 and 2000 in a way that words could never quite capture entirely. Your thoughts?

Save Me video is posted @ hanson.net.

January 30, 2001
Over the past weeks, I have received letters about how Hanson's music has touched people's lives in significant ways. I'm always intrigued by how a few collection of notes and lyrics have been credited with drawing sisters closer, deepening people's commitment to faith or their pursuit of a dream, or how the music simply reminded people of the beauty around them. I have a different level of respect for those who have these reactions and yet have not been to a Hanson concert, never paged through an issue of MOE, or simply live in places the band has never considered visiting. In the spirit of inspiration, I introduce you to Lynn who is the recipient of the two extra MOEs I received earlier this month from hanson.net. To everyone who sent letters . . . you're the best!

January 23, 2001
Sometimes I wonder, will I have anything to post this month? Will this Hanson site one day become a scrapbook that collects dust in a plastic crate at the bottom of my closet or will it remain as cherished as my teddy bear that still holds a place of honor somewhere in my room? I guess you never know, but here's something I noticed years ago but thought I'd share it randomly now to persuade myself that I'm not headed for a slump. (c; Have you ever noticed Zac's affinity for the number eight?

• "Lucy" is track 8 on MON

• Both of his "star tracks" on SI, #s 2 and 6, have a sum of 8

• Some people have speculated if he sings lead on "Stories." Yes, you guessed it, listed 8th on 3CG

• But Jackie, what about LFA? You thought my little theory was stymied at this live album, no?  Well, isn't this the number, "A Minute Without You" where Isaac points out, "Ladies and gentlemen, Zac Hanson on the drums!"?

• And most recently? Which track number is "Wish That I Was There?" hmmm . . . could it be, eh, eight?!! ::grin::

So this is old news to most people, but hey, isn't it reassuring to know that along with hanson.net, the online community is still buzzing about the band? ::smirk::  I wonder what will be in the 2 cubed position on the next album? hmmm

Hey Zac, why was six afraid of seven?  . . . Because seven 8 nine. (My favorite corny joke. hehe)

January 16, 2001
What's this I hear? Hanson comments on "Graceland" and R.E.M.'s "Murmur" for VH1's 100 Greatest Rock 'n Roll albums? What a weird coincidence! (BTW, my favorite R.E.M. is "Green.") Thanks Kat!  Later, when Hanson commented on "Joshua Tree," "Rubber Soul," and "Pet Sounds" my sister and I were chatting while it was on in the background and she paused in our conversation to observe, "Hey, aren't those your buds on t.v.?" ::chuckle::

January 15, 2001
"You must be the change you wish to see in the world." " --Gandhi
Happy Martin Luther King Day!

It's also the three year birthday of this site. As I've said before and will say again, I feel these kind of markers are self-indulgent so I'm going to just go all the way and get nostalgic and post some of my favorite pre-Hanson lyrics of all time. First of all, I never kept an archive of the updates from my first year, but I can tell you that the earliest section was school house rock and a very brief page of opinions, as inspired by that early and now gone, but not forgotten site, "Page of Honest Opinions." If you're die-hard fan enough to remember that famous online publication, you might also remember that I'm a huge fan of Paul Simon's "Graceland" and just knew in my heart that Hanson would love this album if they ever heard it. After nearly 4 years of following the band, it was fun to hear, during a recent House of Blues interview, that Isaac named this collection of songs in a list of essential albums (If you're not charmed by the lyrics, check out the music, south African street music mixed and a touch of 50s rock 'n roll . . . it's amazing!):

These are the days of miracle and wonder
This is the long distance call
The way the camera follows us in slo-mo
The way we look to us all
The way we look to a distant constellation
That's dying in the corner of the sky
These are the days of miracle and wonder
And don't cry baby, don't cry
Don't cry.

— Paul Simon, "Graceland"

January 11, 2001
Lately, there has been something that wakes me up at night and keeps me occupied in those "between moments," during life's pauses. I've probably already expressed that I have been known to relish these periods of Hanson "down time." It's like we are given the gift of reflection. The pace slackens and we are able to collect our thoughts for awhile. So, I've tried to capture the aftermath of my October meeting with Hanson: Save Me or not?

January 9, 2001
My favorite comment from Hanson's sweet16.com interview is when Zac answers a question about the fans by saying, "you see some twisted stuff" but he goes on to acknowledge the amazing nature of many fans. It's a lot like looking in a mirror, because Zac does not BS anyone. (c;

January 8, 2001
How often do you get mail from hanson.net? I'm talking about a big envelope from a P.O. Box somewhere in New Jersey. I was very pleasantly surprised to receive a baseball cap and the two MOE tour issues, Albertane and 2000, as an apparent thank-you for my "support of Hanson.Net, the online community designed exclusive for" me. The letter is signed by the photocopied signatures of none other than, Isaac, Taylor & Zac. Well, I guess that proves once again that You just truly Never Know . . .

And about Smile on "Malcolm in the Middle"? I can't tell you when I've enjoyed a show more thoroughly than this one. Of course, I usually spend my time watching CNN or reruns of "Friends" which seem to air 24/7 in my viewing area, so Malcolm was a welcome change of pace. As the main character makes treacherous eye contact with his mother from behind the wheel of a joyride, DJ Swamp's skillful scratchings become even more poignant in the band's Smile. What a worthy gift to offer this song exclusively for this show's soundtrack. (Although, I guess MOE members received a snippet of it on their MOE enHanson-ed CD.)

January 2, 2001
"[The world] has survived through tenderness." -- Loren Eiseley

"A humble setting has one advantage. When grace descends it is hard to miss." -- Tracy Kidder, Among Schoolchildren

Hope the new year brings every blessing that you could ever imagine and some you haven't yet! I want to take this time to thank the many people who have made the past year especially memorable: My parents, my sisters and brother--Julie, Philip, and Janell--Mark, Erica, Betsy, Mary, Stephanie, Laura, Amanda, Shelley, Erin, Rachael, Jennifer, Julie and everyone who visits this site from time to time. I'll end with Hanson's liner notes from TTA: "And finally, most of all, thanks to the Light Giver, who always casts out fear, and overcomes." Happy new year! Adios 2000!

P.S. With all this free time on our hands over the holidays, 24/7 keeps expanding. Thanks Cate for locating the holy grail in that Monty Python movie! (c;

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